tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52390268485021912502024-03-13T12:05:27.603-07:00wings openGraceGalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05360535249893279370noreply@blogger.comBlogger563125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5239026848502191250.post-83784929001155505992017-08-31T17:46:00.001-07:002017-08-31T17:47:24.091-07:00The End of Summer<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Sunset's sky last night signaled the shifting of seasons. Fall seems to be crowding out summer quickly. </div>
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It is hard for me to say goodbye to the summer I love so much.</div>
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The constant rain of June produced numerous complaints on the lips of Mainers. Day after day of sunny gorgeous hours graced our July and August. I spent many days in my flowers, staining my deck and painting various projects. Our newly stained porch and turquoise table invited friends and family to pause and share food and stories. </div>
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A few weekends and a week in July found us enjoying time with our children and grandchildren at the camper.</div>
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I discovered a few wonderful summer reads, which deserve a post all their own!</div>
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I completed PT, said goodbye to my regular doctor who I've been with for decades as she moved on to a new chapter in her life, fell back into my chocolate addiction full force, walked on a daily basis, and continued my practice of prayer and Bible and simply sitting with the Lord in the early mornings.</div>
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So here I am, thinking about what pattern my autumn rhythms will follow. I feel like I missed sharing the shifts of spring here and now another season is upon us. Visit me on Instagram to see how August Break played out in photos. </div>
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I am joining <a href="http://emilypfreeman.com/learned-spring-2017/">Emily Freeman today in Lessons Learned in Spring</a>. </div>
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Be sure to read & enjoy my final bullet point about what I keep in my Survival Kit!</div>
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<b>~</b> <b>Spring in northern Maine is unpredictable.</b></div>
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I find myself relearning this fact every spring. After months of winter, I long for days filled with sunshine and warm breezes. I stare at my empty clothesline, dreaming of white sheets basking in light. </div>
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Alas, spring breezes remain cold, rainy days far outnumbering sunny ones. My first trip to the clothesline yesterday resulted in several black fly bites, despite the hefty breeze. At the end of the day, I pulled a blanket over me as I settled into my chair with cinnamon cardamon tea and chocolate chip GF cookies (I've had way too much chocolate of late). I meant to read but pure exhaustion led me to the television instead. </div>
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I am an introspective woman at heart but I've learned to balance this character trait with friends and serving. I worked hard at keeping my focus in check over the winter months, but the ongoing winter/spring made it a challenge.</div>
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Photos from "Click" May/June 2016</div>
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<b>~ Perspective paves the way to joy.</b></div>
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My camera lay dormant much of the winter. I find myself falling back on my iPhone for convenience sake. I don't need to plan as much or think about perspective. My thought patterns defaulted as well. How do I know? Dwelling on disappointment and discouragement mires me in emotional turmoil and robs my peace. Thus joy is nowhere to be seen.</div>
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<b>~ God wants to bless me.</b></div>
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I return to this thought again and again. I know He loves me and shows me in little ways everyday. Yet the struggle with my health and constant disappointments of late pull me away from resting in His love. Through His Word, He continually speaks the same message of grace to my soul.</div>
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<b>~ Trust is the bottom line.</b></div>
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Trust remains the bottom line for me.</div>
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<b>~Memorizing scripture serves me well in battle.</b></div>
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Scripture lifts my head above the noise of the world, stays me when everything changes around me and reassures me that God has not forgotten me.</div>
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Here is my memory verse for June:</div>
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<i>"The Lord and King is the Holy One of Israel. He says, ' You will find peace and rest when you turn away from your sins and depend on me. You will receive the strength you need when you stay calm and trust in me. But you do not want to do what I tell you.' " Isaiah 30:15 NIRV</i></div>
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I want to do what He tells me. I want to depend on Him, not myself. I need to trust His seasons and timing in my life. </div>
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<b>~ My Survival Kit</b></div>
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At the end of every Surviving Sarah podcast, Sarah asks her guest what is in her survival kit for this season. Here is mine:</div>
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<li>Texts, pictures and time with my children and grandchildren</li>
<li>Prayer and God's Word</li>
<li>Books! I never leave home without one.</li>
<li>Netflix. I am loving Heartland right now</li>
<li>Long phone conversations with a few close friends</li>
<li>Massage monthly</li>
<li>Podcasts. I discovered podcasts this winter and I love them. Favorites include - the Happy Hour with Jamie Ivy, What Should I read Next, That Sounds Fun with Annie F. Downs, and several more.</li>
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<li>Apps on my phone i.e. She Reads Truth, You Bible, IF Gathering and as always Instagram</li>
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<b>Whispers of Rest</b></div>
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If you visit here often, you've heard me mention my "wilderness whispers" in sporadic posts over the winter. Although sunshine struggles to emerge here in northern Maine, the black flies announce Spring's presence. My soul wrestles on the fringes of the desert in the wilderness. </div>
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When I received Bonnie Gray's new book in the mail, something stirred in my spirit. As a part of the launch team, I had been reading a few chapters electronically, but when I held her book in my hands and read the printed words, I began to hear whispers of hope.</div>
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Each morning, I settle into my green chair with a cup of tea, journal, Bible and her book. This morning was no exception. I'd read it before but today God spoke the words to me.</div>
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"You don't need to be or do better - just loved better."</div>
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"Is this true, Lord?" my weary soul questioned.</div>
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The wilderness season brings temptation to try harder, do better, make changes. Anything to get out of the desert.</div>
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If I could just eat better, perhaps I would be healthy?</div>
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Never mind I've tried a million ways to eat healthier.</div>
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If I could just be a better wife?</div>
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I pray my way through lonely days as plans are disappointed and Hubby works tirelessly, but there are times I struggle with my attitudes.</div>
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If I could just have been braver when I was younger, kinder, more adventurous? Perhaps my days would be fuller now.</div>
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I am learning to rest in God's love.</div>
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I am learning to trust His love for me, to believe He knows how I struggle with my health daily, sees the unmet desires of my soul, feels my loneliness in this desert place. </div>
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If I could just be-loved.</div>
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My word today is BELOVED.</div>
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Each day in "Whispers of Rest," Bonnie Gray gives you a word. Or you can be quiet, listen and God will breathe his own word over you through His Word. </div>
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You don't have to sit still all day. You can take a walk, snap a photo, or put pen to journal. Bonnie's words serve as a guide along the journey.</div>
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Today is release day for Whispers of Rest. Go to www.whispersofrest.com or Amazon.com or Barnes and Noble.</div>
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Whether you are fighting black flies and dreary days or enjoying a sunny beach, Whispers of Rest is a beautiful 40 day take-along read. </div>
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God bless you as you begin this next season of your journey.</div>
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<br />GraceGalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05360535249893279370noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5239026848502191250.post-37988128611520391332017-05-16T06:02:00.000-07:002017-05-16T06:02:08.913-07:00A Single Prayer-Drop in the Desert<br />
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Nearly six weeks have passed since my last post.<br />
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Winter continues to linger on the edges of spring. My furnace still runs to bring heat into our home as dreary clouds drop rain day after day. Both my husband and I are fighting colds.<br />
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God's waiting room begins to feel claustrophobic. (see prior post)<br />
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I ask myself, "what can I write here that anyone will want to hear?"<br />
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I have no answers.<br />
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I maintain my daily practices.<br />
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Every morning I spend with my journal and my Bible. I pray over my days and pray to maintain some sense of perspective above this earth.<br />
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I work in the office and keep my household running, take mom to lunch once a week, drive my brother for errands, and knit dishcloths to give away while watching the Voice or Netflix with Terry in the evenings.<br />
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I know God moves in the ordinary but I know He also moves beyond.<br />
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I note His promises in a small journal, easily accessible, hope building.<br />
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"May streams of your refreshing flow over me until my dry heart is drenched again."<br />
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I am sitting in the Social Security office waiting for my number to be called, thinking about all the errands I need to run.<br />
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Waiting.<br />
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Winter is hanging on and there is much snow still on the ground. Everyone you talk to is waiting for spring. Some patiently, some not so much.<br />
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I have been waiting since October for my shoulder to heal. I've gone the route of OT, PT, acupuncture, orthopedic doc and massage therapist. Just when I think I have a breakthrough, a setback plagues me with discouragement.<br />
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I turn to the Psalms where my eyes fall on many verses such as "all that I am waits patiently upon the Lord. "<br />
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All that I am waits patiently.<br />
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Is that true of me?<br />
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Would discouragement assault me if my thoughts were waiting patiently?<br />
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Would doubt drag my emotions down if I were waiting patiently?<br />
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Lord, you know all that I am desires to wait upon you but I'm tired today. I have much to do and forty-five minutes have passed waiting in this room with a dozen people.<br />
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Six months of waiting in the wilderness.<br />
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I look up at the clock. Should I leave and try another day?<br />
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<i><b>Stay, daughter. Stay in My waiting room a little longer.</b></i><br />
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Shortly after I heard his quiet whisper, my number was called. The person before me got tired of waiting and left. They were almost there.<br />
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Am I almost there?<br />
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My reading this morning took me to Luke 12.<br />
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Seek first the kingdom of God, and all these things will be added to you.<br />
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It makes your Father happy to give you the Kingdom.<br />
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What does seeking the kingdom look like?<br />
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One of my favorite books comes to mind. I pull it off the shelf.<br />
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"The Kingdom of God exists right here in the moments where we live." Simply Tuesday<br />
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<b>I am reminded to live while I'm waiting. </b><br />
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To breathe, to pray, to listen, to notice.<br />
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I look up from my book. Terry is walking across the yard from the shop.<br />
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<i>Here is the Kingdom, child. Pray for him.</i><br />
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I pray as I walk to greet him at the door.<br />
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Jesus is in the details, the "ordinary daily" as Emily Freeman puts it.<br />
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The rush of life dulls our senses to the Kingdom.<br />
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<b>My to-do list and daily pain often overshadow the Father's heart for me. </b><br />
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I hear whispers in this waiting season.<br />
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I will wait a little longer.<br />
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While I wait I listen. I pray to notice.<br />
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Perhaps Spring is right around the corner.<br />
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<i>Can you build an altar to Me in the heart of your unmet desires?</i></div>
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<b><i>Can you believe I am saying </i>yes <i>to you, when everything seems to be saying no?</i></b></div>
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My word for the year is yes. Not only saying yes to myself, but believing God is speaking yes over me.</div>
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Can I believe his yes when everyone and everything else is screaming NO?</div>
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"That hope is real and true, an anchor to steady our restless souls..." Hebrews 6 The Voice translation</div>
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The Message Bible tells me to "grab the promised hope with both hands and never let go."</div>
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The promised hope rests upon God's Words of blessing.</div>
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As I sat listening and praying, nothing changed in my world but the light of hope glimmered in the darkness. </div>
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These words greet me every morning as I sit down at my desk with my muffin and tea.<br />
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I have called you by your NAME. You are MINE.<br />
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I open my visual journal and write a couple of morning pages, dumping worries and distraction upon the page. Then I open my lined daily journal to prepare to hear from the Lord. I write the date and the weather and perhaps a couple sentences.<br />
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During this season of Lent, most of my writing goes in my Isaiah book from <a href="http://shereadstruth.com/">She Reads Truth.</a> For more information, see my post here - <a href="http://wingsopen.blogspot.com/2017/02/winter-wilderness-whispers.html">http://wingsopen.blogspot.com/2017/02/winter-wilderness-whispers.html</a><br />
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Isaiah is not an easy read. I began by approaching Isaiah with the question foremost in my mind these days.<br />
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<b>What is the heart of the Father?</b><br />
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Today's reading began in Isaiah 9, a familiar passage of scripture to me.<br />
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The first 7 verses stopped me in my tracks.<br />
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Having read the darkness and judgement prior, the words took on fresh meaning. Some translations rendered this passage as if it had already happened.<br />
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"The people walking in darkness have seen a great light."<br />
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Other translations render the words future tense.<br />
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Yes, the words are both.<br />
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Isaiah stood before the people of Israel speaking the words given to him. Were there those who reached out in faith, receiving the hope God brought from the mouth of his prophet?<br />
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Then Jesus fulfilled the words in a physical body, coming to this earth as the long awaited Messiah and our Savior. There were many who believed!<br />
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Today in 2017, I sit at my desk, reading and hearing the same words spoken, containing the same power to break oppression and lift heavy burdens from my shoulders, if I will merely believe them.<br />
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Are you sitting in gloom and darkness today? Perhaps the weight of our nation leaves you anxious and afraid? Do you carry the burden of sickness, divorce, financial difficulties or something else just as heavy for you?<br />
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God's words resound through the centuries!<br />
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He used a man, a human prophet to speak them into the earth.<br />
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<b>God's words continue to carry the power of hope to break through every darkness. </b><br />
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In the midst of rebellion and unbelief of Isaiah's day, the Father's heart remained constant Love towards his children.<br />
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Beloved of God, behold your Prince of Peace today.<br />
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Reach out to Him, the Mighty God.<br />
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He is waiting for a tiny sliver of faith to connect to. Faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains.<br />
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<br />GraceGalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05360535249893279370noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5239026848502191250.post-27233469429928853672017-02-27T05:43:00.000-08:002017-02-27T05:43:02.454-08:00Winter Wilderness Whispers<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I began the month listening to the audible book by Shawn Bolz, "Translating God." Even though the main subject was the prophetic word, I heard the theme of the Father's heart throughout.</div>
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Do I like the wilderness? Absolutely not!</div>
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I hear His voice, through his Word, his words in my spirit, and through my podcasts and books and all the things I love and surround myself with.</div>
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As we leave the month of February, I am beginning a new study for Lent on the book of Isaiah. I bought the gorgeous study guide to follow along with She Reads Truth. It's a bit pricey so you can simply download the app and find the same study there for $2.99.</div>
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You might think about simply clearing space to hear the heart of the Father in the days ahead. Perhaps you are walking through a wilderness and need to hear the whispers of your Savior. Maybe you are sensing a need for change in your life. Why not think about joining me this Lenten season? Is God whispering to your heart in any of these areas?</div>
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1. My time with the Lord every morning.</div>
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January was a tough month for me. Physical Therapy and health dominated my thoughts. Yet I made progress in my Yes List.</div>
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1. Somedays my quiet time was limited but for the most part, constant.</div>
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3. I finished and submitted my manuscript plus a lot of extras to go along with it. I also spent an afternoon creating an art journal page, my first in years!</div>
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5. This is a tough one. I found myself hibernating because of my weariness from pain and the weather. We made it to church New Years Day. We did travel to my granddaughter's 21st birthday, which was a lot of fun! I made myself reach out and phone friends I knew were having a rough time. Improvement needed for sure.</div>
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This path I am walking through the wilderness is blessed. I am resting on this promise.</div>
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I listened to the rain for hours last night, wondering if the ice was finally melting from our roof and would we lose power? My arms aching and the inability to sleep on my side kept me awake for the second night in a row. I've been in and out for weeks with this shoulder issue. These stretches of insomnia provide opportunities to listen to hours of podcasts, preaching and pondered prayers in my head. Last night I gave up and got up. </div>
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Why do I follow Jesus?</div>
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In John 6, Jesus gave the answer to this question to the crowd surrounding Him. </div>
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You follow Me for what I can give you. In so many words. </div>
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"Give me what I want."</div>
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Is that what I'm saying to Jesus these days? Is my loud cry for answers drowning out my heart? I hope not.</div>
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I follow Jesus because He is my Constant. Even on the days, I thought He'd abandoned me, some part of me knew it couldn't be true. He knows my heart, my loves and hates, my strengths and weaknesses; nevertheless, He remains constant. </div>
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I listen for His voice and hear what God is speaking over my life. His words anchor me in the storms and hold hope for me through assaults of hopelessness.</div>
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My One Little Word for 2017 is YES. </div>
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Last May I picked up this word when I realized I needed to say "yes" to myself more often. Heading into a new year, I became aware of my YES growing in a new direction. </div>
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For years growing in my faith, I leaned on the side of NO. Surely God would say no to <i>that</i>!</div>
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Now God is saying yes. Maybe He always was but I couldn't hear.</div>
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My prayer for 2017 is that I will not only hear Holy Spirit as He whispers yes, but believe Him.</div>
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Verses and prayers and writings draw my attention on papers I taped where my eyes would fall upon them, so I would remember. I read through a few, then turned my attention to my adoration verses. You can find these over at <a href="http://everybitterthingissweet.com/printables/">Every Bitter Thing is Sweet </a>.</div>
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I turned to Psalm 145 in the Passion Translation, reading aloud, looking for my scripture to land on and send a bit of praise heavenward. I found no landing place for each verse overwhelmed me with how incredibly loving and majestic God is! </div>
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"I will make a path through the wilderness." Isaiah 43:19</div>
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I created two small vision boards for this year. I am living in the top left right hand corner, on a path in the wilderness. </div>
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January 2017 has been a tough month for me so far. I continue to battle with shoulder pain and various other issues related to food allergies. Once I realized PT wasn't making a dent in my pain, I went to the OT I'd seen last year. She gave me a short list of things to implement including removing sugar from my diet, then sent me to an acupuncturist. The acupuncturist added to my list of helps including Dandelion tea which I had an allergic reaction to after only two days. In addition I was reading Kriss Carr's book on health and diet. Needless to say I went into a downward spiral and crashed. Nothing was working and I felt like a failure.</div>
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I called Kate, my go-to-girl for nutrition and health. </div>
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"Stop trying to fix yourself and nurture yourself. You know your body. Listen to it and listen to your spirit."</div>
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A weight lifted from my shoulders as I let her words penetrate the confusion surrounding me, Hope began to arise thrusting out the lies. I couldn't measure up to all the standards of the wonderful people around me. I need to find what works for me.</div>
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Oh how I want the Lord to simply heal me!<br />
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Yet I'm led to verses like the one in 2 Corinthians 4 that tells me my suffering here is producing inside of me an eternal weight of glory. I used to scoff at this verse being used as an excuse for unbelief but now I sense the weight of its truth.<br />
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Over and over I'm led back to Psalm 23. David begins by using the pronoun "He" when referring to God. The Lord is my shepherd. He leads me. He makes me. He restores me.<br />
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When David enters the shadowed valley, the pronoun changes to "You." His relationship shifts in the valley. His vision becomes more personal.<br />
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I sense the shift. I want to decree and confess my way to health and joy, but I hear the Spirit saying to follow Him. He is making a path through this wilderness, a path where glory is formed in me, one I can't see but only know by faith.<br />
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Today I drank my green juice and determined to do better. Then Hubby and I were out in the freezing cold and I suggested a hot drink. After a decaf hot coffee and donut, my head is dizzy and my stomach protesting. I never get used to these restrictions, a;ways thinking this time will be different.<br />
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My intention in writing this post was to share my word for the year and my goals but those aren't the words flowing from my fingers today. Perhaps someone else needs to know its okay to struggle, to fail to meet the strenuous standards we place on ourselves added to the weight of limitations already restricting our movements. </div>
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I can stay on the treadmill of trying everything I know to get healthy or I can trust the path I'm walking is a path of love watched over by my all-knowing Shepherd. </div>
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Psalm 23 closes with a promise of grace and mercy and goodness as my companions every single day I breathe on this earth. I turn away from mountains overbearing my path and look to You, Lord to lead me through this valley. I know I won't remain here. I am making progress whether I feel it or not. </div>
<br />GraceGalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05360535249893279370noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5239026848502191250.post-54573833050418763372017-01-04T08:52:00.003-08:002017-01-04T08:52:29.471-08:00Ramblings Between Old and New<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I miss our Christmas tree with all her lights and memory-holding ornaments. I took it down this week anticipating a friend's visit but sickness changed her plans. </div>
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As hard as I tried to keep Christmas simple, December still pulled me into its flurry. I fell behind in December reflections on Instagram and my reading came to a stand still. To give myself a bit of credit, a shoulder problem added Physical Therapy visits to my schedule three times a week. I gave up going to the gym due to sheer exhaustion from an aching shoulder interrupting sleep.</div>
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I managed to finish my baking, wrapping and packing on time. Terry and I traveled the 5 hours to our sons for Friday night and Christmas Eve day, back to Bangor for Christmas with our daughter and family, then home Christmas night. A lot of travel but totally worth it!</div>
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Winter began with a vengeance here in northern Maine. Our snowfall totals are above normal but the ice on the roof is causing problems. We have already had two leaks and Terry was up on the roof again today chipping away. </div>
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The snow is falling steadily outside and my plan is to complete the final chapter for my book today. It's lunch time and I haven't gotten there yet but I promised myself I would write a blogpost first. </div>
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Later this week I want to share my one little word for 2017, my verse and perhaps a few goals.</div>
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Basically I'm reconnecting to social media today with a smile.</div>
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On Instagram I am participating in Susannah Conway's December Reflections 2016. Every day we she gives us a topic and we post a pic to represent this theme. Yesterday's theme was "Five Things About Me." I finally mustered up the courage to share the news - I am writing a book! </div>
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My book has been in process for a few years now but I got serious this fall when I signed a self-publishing contract to turn a dream into reality.</div>
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At first self-publishing seemed rather narcissistic. After doing some research and talking to a few people with experience, I realized trends have changed in the publishing world. I found a reputable self-publishing company and took the plunge.</div>
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The flowered folder on my desk holds the nearly-completed manuscript of my journey over the past 4 years. I will share more in the days and weeks ahead. For now I am learning to trust in God's love for me, which is a huge lesson begun on a path of brokeness.</div>
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As the Christmas season kicks into full gear, I usually find myself reviewing photos for the year. The above photo speaks volumes to me today.</div>
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Sitting still, empty-handed, waiting in trust.</div>
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This one line from Proverbs 3 followed me through November days.</div>
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What did I learn in November? </div>
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<b>1. Obedience is hearing from God, listening toward him.</b></div>
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<b> </b>I heard someone teach on this (I don't recall who) and it stuck with me. Listening toward Him. Sometimes simply listening toward Him is my call to obedience. In these noisy days when everyone has a loud opinion, listening towards God is a large obedience.</div>
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<b> </b>In my discouragement over health issues and other unanswered prayers dear to my heart, I discovered a new way to adore the Lord with His word. Simple, no frills adoration. Listen to Sara Hagerty over on <a href="http://godcenteredmom.com/2016/11/21/every-bitter-thing-is-sweet-sara-hagerty-ep-143/">God-Centered Mom's podcast</a> for more. I find I can lift a simple prayer of praise with a heavy heart as I lean into one verse resonating with my soul.</div>
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<b> </b>My head knows this but experientially I am lacking. I keep tripping over Father scriptures leading me this past week to pray an honest prayer.</div>
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"God, I don't understand the depths of your Father-Love. Teach me Holy Spirit."</div>
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<b> </b>This comes back to listening and waiting. Instead of rushing into what I think is the right thing to do, I desperately need to wait a minute, lean back and breathe. Our pastor preached a message Sunday on Elijah at the brook Cherith. Elijah hadn't done anything wrong. Actually he was there in the lonely, desolate place because of his obedience to God. God provided for six months. Then the brook dried up.</div>
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He could have said, "That's that. The brook is dried up. I need to move on. No, the scripture says he waited for the word of the Lord." </div>
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Circumstances may not indicate God's will. I need to walk with restraint. How difficult this is when I want to run to the side of a loved one and be a help! How hard to live out peace when chronic allergies attack my weary body.</div>
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<b>"As a father has compassion on his children, so the Lord has compassion on those who fear Him." Psalm 103:13 NIV</b></div>
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<i> I lift my voice to adore you compassionate Father. I do so by bare faith in your word to me. I don't understand all your ways and timing. You know me. You see my weaknesses and my struggles. Let your compassion flow into my life and then through me to others. Amen.</i></div>
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"Joy is a flame that glimmers only in the palm of the open and humble hand. In the open and humble palm, released and surrendered to receive, light dances, flickers happy. The moment the hand is clenched tight, fingers all pointing toward self and rights and demands, joy is snuffed out... The demanding of my own will is the singular force that smothers out joy - nothing else."</div>
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This day was full of memories as I visited with old friends at calling hours. Young adults I once taught in Sunday School shared about their families and their lives. </div>
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Sunday is a busy day for many who still have to work or serve in some capacity. For me, the Sabbath has become a place of rest and recharging. Today my rest will include church. Some Sundays, we choose to remain at home if I see Hubby is in need of extra sleep. </div>
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At least for me. I need quietness and solitude to stay connected with myself, the real me. When I live in the noise of other peoples opinions or the frenzy of media and world events, I tend to flow with the stream around me. I want to walk before the Lord in step with his kingdom principles. </div>
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<br />GraceGalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05360535249893279370noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5239026848502191250.post-7800916310043266332016-11-02T11:47:00.000-07:002016-11-02T11:47:25.455-07:00Room to Breathe : Lessons Learned in October<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Each month I write in my journal the name of the month, a scripture and a theme phrase. My word for October was "Breathing Room." September held many challenges and rough roads, therefore I stepped gently into October with a sigh of relief. Somehow I knew this month would be different.<br />
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<b></b>I needed to return to some semblance of routine and getting back to the gym was at the top of my list. I walked all summer outdoors with a friend. Now I donned my headset and entered time set apart for me, alone except for other walkers. A full hour where I was unreachable. </div>
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Distractions come in bundles, one after another. I must choose what is best over good. The desire for human interaction overwhelms me at times. I pray for wisdom. I am always going to have people in my life but praying for balance is important. God has pruned this area of my daily routine for months. I didn't understand why until this past week, but that's another blog post.</div>
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I spent many years fighting each transition but this year I am moving in a grace I hadn't known before. My windows are closed in the morning now and I switch my little heater on as I enter my office where I meet with the Lord each day. Cloudy skies and nearly bare branches have replaced bright yellow flowers outside my window. I'm okay with the change. Perhaps the fact that we had a full beautiful summer and glorious autumn helps with the shifting, but I think my inner woman is ready to draw inside, to connect with heaven's rhythms for this season in my life.</div>
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<i>"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths."</i></div>
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<br />GraceGalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05360535249893279370noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5239026848502191250.post-74670789403209424372016-10-26T14:10:00.003-07:002016-10-26T14:10:40.282-07:00A Barrel of Memories<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Newly married and barely 18 years old, I felt a need to prove myself, a city girl in a farm family. On the particular day in memory, I set out with my sister-in-law to work in the potato house, bagging potatoes. I jumped at the chance to drive when Judy offered. Inexperience and a sharp corner became the scene for my first embarrassing moment that morning. I plowed her green car into a local's yard instead of making the corner. No harm done, except to my ego, we managed to get to work on time.</div>
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Everything went fairly well until my father-in-law asked me to roll the barrel of potatoes off to the side. Judy worked as well as any man so he took it for granted I could too. Barely 5 feet tall and 105 pounds, I fastened my gloved hands on the rim and attempted to roll it away. You guessed it. A barrel full of potato seconds ended up on the floor.</div>
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<br />GraceGalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05360535249893279370noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5239026848502191250.post-51663076815241536222016-10-25T06:23:00.000-07:002016-10-25T06:23:18.899-07:00Snow on Sunflowers<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I love it when God changes my heart and mind to see things from His point of view. I could have visited Facebook and grumbled with a dozen or so people who I know are doing just that today. Instead here I am delighting in the photos I snapped in early hours.</div>
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The Lord has been shifting several of my perspectives lately. You may recall the other day when I poured out my heart about the election. Since then God has done a work and I plan to cast my vote by faith, with peace on November 8. Here's a link to one of the tools he used- </div>
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No matter who I vote for in the coming election, my mind is fixed on the promises of Isaiah 9, knowing the true government of my life is upon the shoulders of Christ, the Prince of Peace.</div>
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Thanks for tolerating my ramblings, the journey through my thoughts these days.</div>
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What does the end of October look like where you live? I'd love to hear from you. Reply in comments or email. You can also find me on Instagram and Twitter as artsyfaithchic. Hope to see you soon!</div>
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Nearing the the end of autumn here in northern Maine, a few straggling plants have been pruned and remaining planters, chairs, and hoses gathered and stored for the winter. Sunflowers stand stark beside the bird feeder in an otherwise empty yard. The birds love the sunflower seeds almost as much as the birdseed.</div>
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My inner rhythms shift slowly. My brain struggles to catch up or gear down. Several projects call out to me. There's the cabinet I wanted to restore, painting in my bedroom I've thought about for three years and now the trim around new windows needs staining. </div>
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Yet I sink into a chair by the heater and read a book. Guilt plagues me but I push it away, reminding myself how important caring for me is. I want to follow the rhythms of my body and soul rather than the to-do list, which screams out, "Christmas is only two months away."</div>
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My OLW (one little word) for 2016 is <i>shed</i>. Nine weeks remain. Next to"<i>open,</i>" which was my word for two year, <i>shed </i>has been perhaps the most meaningful. </div>
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If you are like me, as a Christian wading through the months and weeks of pre-election coverage, you may feel frustrated and out of balance. (I chose not to watch the debate last night.)</div>
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The media wants to be our binoculars, attempting to focus our attention on all the gory details of this election and its candidates. I have struggled throughout the entire process. </div>
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This month God has been calling me into stillness, out from the widening circles of life, which often draw me away. He is instructing me to draw the boundary lines of my life circle smaller, closer to Him.</div>
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Last night NBC News had a brief report at the end of their broadcast where they interviewed children about the election. I felt a shift in my spirit while watching, validating my struggle.</div>
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Confused and fearful students had been taught to respect each other, to respect authority, and to always tell the truth. Now they are watching the candidates for the next president of the United States break all those rules. </div>
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This morning as I drew near to the Lord and began to pray for our nation, my focus shifted to the Kingdom of God. I lay aside the binoculars of the media and the filters of Christian people I respect who say vote for platform. I picked up God's word, leaned back into his arms and felt a tiny bit of his heartbeat. </div>
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I want to see your glory cover our country Lord. I want our hearts to love you, to love each other, to be kind. I want us to return to values instilled in the very soil of this land, when our Founding Fathers dropped to their knees in worship and prayer, before making decisions they knew would affect nations.</div>
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<i>"But as many as received Him, to them he gave the power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on His name." John 1:12 KJV</i></div>
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Autumn dressed in her finest colors this year. Absolutely stunning! I went out one afternoon for a photo shoot, only to discover a glitch in each of my pictures after downloading them. It seems I had something on my lens. Frustration threatened to wipe out my joy until I let go of my need for perfection. Nature had given me a gift, for which I was grateful.</div>
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The past two weeks I've been reminded how much I love being home. The Amish came and replaced our old porch with a new deck and two new windows, opening up our home to abundant light. I weeded out a few things in the room where they were working, including a bookshelf. I filled three bags and headed to one of the local thrift shops. </div>
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We closed our camper a week ago today, lugging totes home full of food, bathroom essentials and bedding. I spent a whole day making space for all the stuff! </div>
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In the midst of ordinary living, I've experienced moments of God's presence breaking through, but for the most part, he's been speaking quietly through his word or the books I am reading each day. I've had a sense he's been preparing me for a season of testing. The tests haven't been anything traumatic, but personal and sometimes hard.</div>
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<b> I step gently into October. </b></div>
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